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esquecido

                                          Faz um tempo que eu não sei mais o que é dormir uma noite inteira e isso me incomoda muito. Toda noite eu desperto no mesmo horário da madrugada e sigo para a floresta que fica na parte de trás da minha casa. Não sei bem o motivo para que isso aconteça, mas parece que algo me chama para perto das árvores. O céu a noite é escuro, e o silêncio me faz escutar meus pensamentos com muito mais força. Minhas ansiedades se concretizam em formas na escuridão, e a sensação de que alguém me observa sempre me assombra. Tenho estado cansado, por que na verdade não tenho vontade de fazer mais nada da minha vida. O que aconteceu com minha mãe foi decisivo para que as coisas piorassem, tenho certeza disso. Desde que o acidente se deu, ela não sai mais da cama e eu preciso ajuda-la com todas as coisas que antes eram simples tarefas de casa. Tive que voltar pa...

escape from myself

I touched your face only  With my fingers Never intended to hurt Your feelings I wasn't able to understand That maybe we were not Supposed to be I just wanted you to feel safe, But I don't know maybe I scared you I just wanted to make you feel safe Not feel sorry for me, For the things that I do I'm just lonely and insecure So lost and so afraid Sometimes needy and so dumb, But I know that this is the end Of myself Begging, Trying, Running, Living, Without all, without all Sometimes crying, existing, scaping, screaming, I want you all and I want you all And I know That's this is the end, And this the show I have to present for you I just wanted to touch  Your face with my fingers, Face with my fingers And I hope that it stays I hope that it lingers Hope that it lingers The end of myself Is the end of ourselves So bye, It's time to go now Escape from myself Escape from myself

go and grow

As I scroll down, everyday is like Another try, another vibe As I look close, I see your face I see how you move, I see how you taste How do I know why you make, All the movements to keep me awake? You try to scape but at the end of the road... I was there with you again Doesn't matter if you run I go, After you, you were here Next to me making me see All the things I wanted to know As I look at the stars I always see them shining Their light goes down on your face Making me think As I'm here with you Maybe I'm not even trying So that's the right place For us to go To go and grow Go and grow.