escape from myself

I touched your face only 

With my fingers

Never intended to hurt

Your feelings

I wasn't able to understand

That maybe we were not

Supposed to be

I just wanted you to feel safe,

But I don't know maybe

I scared you

I just wanted to make you feel safe

Not feel sorry for me,

For the things that I do

I'm just lonely and insecure

So lost and so afraid

Sometimes needy and so dumb,

But I know that this is the end

Of myself

Begging,

Trying,

Running,

Living,

Without all, without all

Sometimes crying, existing, scaping, screaming,

I want you all and I want you all

And I know

That's this is the end,

And this the show I have to present for you

I just wanted to touch 

Your face with my fingers,

Face with my fingers

And I hope that it stays

I hope that it lingers

Hope that it lingers

The end of myself

Is the end of ourselves

So bye,

It's time to go now

Escape from myself

Escape from myself