pain

i often have this nightmare

in which nobody can listen to me

i cant speak

my voice doesn't come out

i try to scream as much as i can

and yet I make no sound

it feels like a torment

ever since i lost my way home

the path is dark

and the shadows are covering my vision

a haunted house is where live

the emptiness inside the walls scares me

and the memories are a constant reminder

of what could have been

i don't know what to do

all the hope just vanished

all thoughts are not helping

but writing made me strong

wondering if someday

i'll wake up

and finally

forget everything we had

i guess maybe u didn't have enough of me in you

it was my part,

 that was always too much,

that made the bond 

feel like it was strong enough